be untrue to oneself vs disgrace

be untrue to oneself

disgrace

noun
  • The state of being dishonored, or covered with shame. 

  • The condition of being out of favor; loss of favor, regard, or respect. 

  • Something which brings dishonor; the cause of reproach or shame; great discredit. 

verb
  • To put someone out of favor; to bring shame or ignominy upon. 

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