disillusioned vs havering

disillusioned

adj

  • Disappointed; experiencing disillusionment; having lost one's illusions. 

havering

adj

  • Hesitant; indecisive. 

  • Long-winded 

noun

  • Indecision, indecisive behaviour. 

How often have the words disillusioned and havering occurred in a corpus of books? (source: Google Ngram Viewer )