longing vs reluctant

longing

noun
  • An earnest and deep, not greatly passionate, but rather melancholic desire. 

  • The buying of a financial instrument with the expectation that its value will rise 

reluctant

adj
  • Not wanting to take some action; unwilling. 

  • Tending to match as little text as possible. 

How often have the words longing and reluctant occurred in a corpus of books? (source: Google Ngram Viewer )