Horrifyingly shocking.
Like a ghost in appearance; death-like; pale; pallid; dismal.
Extremely bad.
In a ghastly manner.
Extremely reckless.
Likely to commit, or to attempt to commit, suicide.
Highly likely to certain to result in the deaths of the participants; dangerous or reckless to such a degree as to be tantamount to suicide for those taking part.
Pertaining to suicide.
Someone suicidal; someone likely to kill themselves.